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Case Studies |
In association with Edinburgh Hypnotherapy
Case Studies
In 1991 doctors told Pam Reynolds, a 35-year-old musician from Atlanta, Georgia, that she had very little time to live: ‘They gave me virtually no chance of survival. I will never forget the terrible sadness that permeated the air as my husband drove to our attorney's office for the filing of my last will and testament. Somehow, we would have to tell our three small children that, soon, Mommy would make the journey to heaven, leaving them with the few, short memories their tender years could afford them.’ Pam’s problem was that a blood vessel at the base of her brain had ballooned into an aneurism, and death was the most likely result whether her doctors operated or not. Only one man just might be able to save her. In Phoenix, Arizona, Dr Robert Spetzler had pioneered a procedure called ‘standstill’. Pam’s body temperature would be reduced until her heart stopped, then the operating table would be lifted at one end so the blood could drain from her head. He would have about half an hour to fix the problem before her brain would suffer permanent damage from lack of oxygen. Much to everyone’s relief the operation was a complete success. But there was more. Not long after she came round she reported that she had left her body during surgery. She said she had entered a tunnel and then emerged into an intense, bright light, where she was greeted by her beloved grandmother and other deceased family members. Apparently they projected an incredible, ‘sparkly’ energy into her, and part of her wanted to go into the light with them. But without words they conveyed that if she did she would be changed, and unable to return. So, with young children to raise, and despite some reluctance, she agreed to go back down the tunnel. Her body, still lying on the operating table, felt cold and heavy as she was propelled back in. Was all this merely her imagination? It seems unlikely, because there is yet more to Pam’s story. She also reported on a number of things that were happening in the operating theatre at the time. She said that when she had first floated out of her body she had seen herself lying on the operating table below: ‘It was the most aware that I think that I have ever been in my entire life… It was brighter and more focused and clearer than normal vision.’ One detail she remembered was one of the doctors discussing the fact that her arteries were too small. And they subsequently confirmed that they had had trouble inserting the tubes into her inner thighs that would hook up to the bypass machine to cool her blood. But does this prove anything? We know that she had small speaker-plugs fitted into her ears at the beginning of the operation, to emit regular pulses to check on her brain stem reaction. Yet skeptics suggest that she would still have been able to hear through these, especially if her anesthetic levels were low at the beginning and end of the operation. They may be right in this. But there is one other element of Pam’s recall that cannot be so simply explained away, because it involves sight rather than hearing. She described how, when she first floated out of her body, she also saw Dr Spetzler handling the saw used to open her skull. She said it was shaped like an ‘electric toothbrush’, with a ‘groove in the top’, and even commented on the other blades housed in what looked like a ‘socket wrench case’ by the side. Again the medical staff were subsequently able to confirm that her detailed description was indeed accurate, even though they were astonished that it came from someone with no medical training. Nor, they said, could she have seen the instrument at the beginning of the operation, because it would have been surgically sealed and hidden away. Let us be clear that at this point in the operation Pam was fully unconscious, and her anesthetic levels should have been high, even if she would only be clinically dead a little later. Even more crucially, her eyelids had been greased and taped shut right at the start. So how could she ‘see’ so accurately without the normal use of her eyes? Pam too has shared her experience widely, especially via her music. She knows that it was not her time to leave – in particular because of the song she heard playing as she returned to her body, which the cleanup team later confirmed had been playing at the end of the operation. It was ‘Hotel California’ by the Eagles. Indeed she found it particularly ironic that the lyric was ‘you can check out any time you like, but you can never leave’. To see a video about the NDE of Pam Reynolds go to http://www.asakpa.com/pam_reynolds.html
Pam Reynolds' NDE
I thought the way they had my head shaved was very peculiar. I expected them to take all of the hair, but they did not ...
Someone said something about my veins and arteries being very small. I believe it was a female voice and that it was Dr. Murray, but I'm not sure. She was the cardiologist. I remember thinking that I should have told her about that ... I remember the heart-lung machine. I didn't like the respirator ... I remember a lot of tools and instruments that I did not readily recognize. There was a sensation like being pulled, but not against your will. I was going on my own accord because I wanted to go. I have different metaphors to try to explain this. It was like the Wizard of Oz - being taken up in a tornado vortex, only you're not spinning around like you've got vertigo. You're very focused and you have a place to go. The feeling was like going up in an elevator real fast. And there was a sensation, but it wasn't a bodily, physical sensation. It was like a tunnel but it wasn't a tunnel. At some point very early in the tunnel vortex I became aware of my grandmother calling me. But I didn't hear her call me with my ears ... It was a clearer hearing than with my ears. I trust that sense more than I trust my own ears. The feeling was that she wanted me to come to her, so I continued with no fear down the shaft. It's a dark shaft that I went through, and at the very end there was this very little tiny pinpoint of light that kept getting bigger and bigger and bigger. The light was incredibly bright, like sitting in the middle of a light bulb. It was so bright that I put my hands in front of my face fully expecting to see them and I could not. But I knew they were there. Not from a sense of touch. Again, it's terribly hard to explain, but I knew they were there ... I noticed that as I began to discern different figures in the light - and they were all covered with light, they were light, and had light permeating all around them - they began to form shapes I could recognize and understand. I could see that one of them was my grandmother. I don't know if it was reality or a projection, but I would know my grandmother, the sound of her, anytime, anywhere. Everyone I saw, looking back on it, fit perfectly into my understanding of what that person looked like at their best during their lives. I recognized a lot of people. My uncle Gene was there. So was my great-great-Aunt Maggie, who was really a cousin. On Papa's side of the family, my grandfather was there ... They were specifically taking care of me, looking after me. They would not permit me to go further ... It was communicated to me - that's the best way I know how to say it, because they didn't speak like I'm speaking - that if I went all the way into the light something would happen to me physically. They would be unable to put this me back into the body me, like I had gone too far and they couldn't reconnect. So they wouldn't let me go anywhere or do anything. I wanted to go into the light, but I also wanted to come back. I had children to be reared. It was like watching a movie on fast-forward on your VCR: You get the general idea, but the individual freeze-frames are not slow enough to get detail. Then they [deceased relatives] were feeding me. They were not doing this through my mouth, like with food, but they were nourishing me with something. The only way I know how to put it is something sparkly. Sparkles is the image that I get. I definitely recall the sensation of being nurtured and being fed and being made strong. I know it sounds funny, because obviously it wasn't a physical thing, but inside the experience I felt physically strong, ready for whatever.
But then I got to the end of it and saw the thing, my body. I didn't want to get into it ... It looked terrible, like a train wreck. It looked like what it was: dead. I believe it was covered. It scared me and I didn't want to look at it. It was communicated to me that it was like jumping into a swimming pool. No problem, just jump right into the swimming pool. I didn't want to, but I guess I was late or something because he [the uncle] pushed me. I felt a definite repelling and at the same time a pulling from the body. The body was pulling and the tunnel was pushing ... It was like diving into a pool of ice water ... It hurt! When I came back, they were playing Hotel California and the line was "You can check out anytime you like, but you can never leave." I mentioned [later] to Dr. Brown that that was incredibly insensitive and he told me that I needed to sleep more. [laughter] When I regained consciousness, I was still on the respirator. For practical purposes outside the world of academic debate, three clinical tests commonly determine brain death. First, a standard electroencephalogram, or EEG, measures brain-wave activity. A "flat" EEG denotes non-function of the cerebral cortex - the outer shell of the cerebrum. Second, auditory evoked potentials, similar to those [clicks] elicited by the ear speakers in Pam's surgery, measure brain-stem viability. Absence of these potentials indicates non-function of the brain stem. And third, documentation of no blood flow to the brain is a marker for a generalized absence of brain function. But during "standstill", Pam's brain was found "dead" by all three clinical tests - her electroencephalogram was silent, her brain-stem response was absent, and no blood flowed through her brain. Interestingly, while in this state, she encountered the "deepest" NDE of all Atlanta Study participants. Some scientists theorize that NDEs are produced by brain chemistry. But, Dr. Peter Fenwick, a neuropsychiatrist and the leading authority in Britain concerning NDEs, believes that these theories fall far short of the facts. In the documentary, "Into the Unknown: Strange But True," Dr. Fenwick describes the state of the brain during a NDE:
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